To Anyone
I am not condemning anyone. I quietly go into a corner and pull my knees to my stomach to watch what happens. I am not angry with anyone. I was not broken either. I say this is the rule of the universe. I do not have a dialogue with anyone, now I draw myself into accounting.
I’m not in a good mood lately, because I couldn’t find the value I gave.
I stuck pieces of ice and waited for dead souls to come to life. How enthusiastic I was.
Gradually, I passed away from myself, I was passed the time.
I don’t expect anything from anyone.
I don’t expect them to go. Even I am leaving myself. Because I don’t believe anyone will come.
My muses have lost their inspiration. I was broken people.
The ones I was with in all their troubles were ghosts. I can’t explain my problem. I cannot escape the depths. I’ve been suffocating more and more since you left. A trip took everything with him. New beginnings are over because of what shouldn’t have started.
You are my biggest mistake that made me mature.
Hug Tight
If there is someone who values you in this life, hug him tight, cry about your troubles, be happy when you are happy. I know it is difficult because we have come to such a period that there are people around us who are unhappy when we are happy, and happy when we are unhappy, and most of them are called friends. When I think about it, I went through my bad days, my loved ones who were not with me even on my good days. At that time, the people I tried to make happy never wanted me to be happy.
But I always blamed myself for that because whenever they broke down, I left the doors wide open and sometimes even took them back into my heart myself. When those doors are smashed, you understand the importance of closing the doors.
When the people we avoid look into our eyes and lie, you understand that you should not overestimate anyone.